I went to see my fifth doctor about my neck yesterday. Sixth, if you count the physical therapist. I have this truly disgusting, shocking MRI of the thing. I mean, my neck is off-the-chain. I am pretty sure this is … Read More…
Tag: health
What Am I Supposed To Learn From Suffering AIDS?
Hi, Elsa My health started spiraling down around thanksgiving 2015 to the point of coming within weeks of death my T cells where almost non-existent; I did not know. The first week of January I was diagnosed with HIV AIDS … Read More…
What Happened At The Doctor Today
I went to see an ortho doc today, I was very optimistic about being treated. Specifically, I thought I might get a shot in my neck to address the pain I’ve endured for eight months now. I found out in … Read More…
Saturn Square Neptune Clouds Medical Diagnosis
I’m going to the doctor today. I was looking at my progressed chart – I have a packed 6th house. No wonder my life is so focused on work and health. I looked at my upcoming solar return to see … Read More…
Crippled Again
Saturn square Neptune. Saturn will hobble a person. Neptune will obscure the cause. I’m back to not being able to walk again. I’m so pissed. I had this problem last year and figured it out. It was such a shock. I’d … Read More…
22 April 2016 We All Cry
Aspects Friday the 22nd look like a tribute to musical artist Prince, who died early on the 21st in his …
The Upside Of The Bad Thing (Or the Shadow Side Of A Gift)
The Catholic church bought the hospitals around here recently. This area is less than two percent Catholic. I am super interested in talking about religion (Mars conjunct Mercury in the 9th house, etc.). I know people who are also interesting … Read More…
Chiron in Pisces: All the Suffering of the World
There are two choices to life’s pain and suffering: open to it or shut down. The healthy choice seems to be the obvious one. Bring it closer. But how do you hold it all when the pain of the world is just too much? Pisces rules the principle of connection, of unity, oneness. We are all connected in ways […]
Mars Square Mercury – Flare!
I don’t know exactly what happened today, or exactly when this started because I passed out, last night. I was just exhausted. So today, I didn’t feel good. I reeeeeeeally didn’t feel good and I couldn’t figure out why. I … Read More…
The Mechanics of Trauma & Healing Through Uranus-Pluto
Have you ever experienced trauma? If you’ve ever felt: 1) powerless, 2) alone 3) threatened and 4) surprised by the unexpected, you have. Physiologically, when trauma occurs, our body goes into a state of emergency and the “freeze response” gets activated (if we can fight or flight, generally we have a sense of power). This freeze response must then be either discharged or repressed. […]